Belgin Sarışık only lived 30 years. We knew him not by his real name, but by his stage name Bergen. Bergen devoted his life to the ‘death love’ he felt for Halis. Halis was Bergen’s obsessive lover, who took her life away and made her the woman of pain. Bergen’s only wish was to sing music. Halis will be very jealous that he did not allow it. First, he threw bitterness on his face and took away his sweetness, then he took his life with a single bullet.
Belgin Sarışık was born on 15 July 1959 in Mersin as the last child of a family of seven children. She entered the conservatory as soon as she finished primary school. By winning the test with the first place. She never liked school. He just wanted to sing music, she she. She met Yalçın when she won the Conservatory. Yalçın was his first love. She had taken possession of him by force. Belgin actually took the first blow from life or love when she confronted him one day and said she was going to marry his glutton.
Dropped out of school she. She wanted to go on stage as soon as possible. They got older. Belgin needed a stage name now. The newspaper also saw a news article mentioning Bergen, Norway. He loved it. She adopted she. “My name should be Bergen,” she said.
It was now Bergen. The crystal-voiced Bergen of the stage. He was tough enough to say ‘if you like it so much, get it for your son’ to those who stare at him on stage for a long time. She bandaged her wounds by singing music. No one had entered his life after Yalçın. Whatever, it happened in Adana. He met Halis Hur. She truly stood in front of him in the pavilion every night and watched him without taking his eyes off it, and sent flowers to the backstage every night without getting tired. Bergen threw flowers on his head.
Halis did it proud. He did not go to the pavilion for a long time. But he kept sending flowers. “If you know me, you’ll love me,” he wrote on a card. For the first time, Bergen didn’t throw the flowers away that night. But he did not know that the great love of his life would become his nightmare.
Bergen had bought a car with installments. Before he could share his bills, he burned down and became ashes. Halis tried to put out the fire. “Don’t cry,” she said, “don’t be sad. I’ll buy you a new one…” He fell in love with Halis that day. But there was a fact that he did not know that Halis had burned the car. He soon faced this reality in Bergen. He bought her a new car. In fact, he did it to seduce him. Great love overcame this, they got married..
Bergen started to be beaten in their marriage, then learned that Halis, who did not come home often, was married. The marriage clerk also lied, the witnesses, everything was actually a big lie. The man also loved Bergen madly, almost madly. He didn’t want her to go on stage, he was saying “I’m going to get divorced”. They divorced too… They made peace
Bergen became the lady of his residence, the woman living in the violence, even the make- up could not cover her bruises. Bergen fled to the stage every time. She looked into Halis’ dark eyes every time and made peace. She ran away again. Mersin, Izmir, many cities. There were those who fell in love with him, but Bergen did not like the glutton of Halis, who would ruin his life. One day the phone rang bitterly, his house in Ankara was on fire. Next to him was the genuine saying “Don’t upset yourself”. She had reinstated the dwelling again. Well she burned it again, she? He said, “I didn’t do it. She had blinded him so much that she had believed him for the sake of it.
They got married at last. “I got married” Bergen wrote in his diary on January 9, 1982. After they started living together, Halis returned to his old life again. Bergen is the lady of his dwelling again. One after another, turmoils, beatings… He left Halis. He fled to Izmir. He’s on stage again. She ran away, Halis chased. “After three days, all the newspapers will talk about you,” said the Adana young man. She did what she said.
While on stage, a man threw his bucket at Bergen without fail. First, he felt a warmth on his face, on his body. He was on fire. There was kebab in that bucket. The young man of Adana, Halis, was on the stage again. Bergen could not see. All the newspapers were writing the sad story of Bergen. Pure she did what she said. While Halis was in prison, Bergen went to the Istanbul stages. They did not meet for a short time.
Even this did not end this love. The idiot will fall in love that despite all this, Bergen was going to visit Halis and taking money. Meanwhile, Bergen’s fame had passed beyond the borders of Turkey. She goes on tours abroad, there was a stampede at the places she performed. Bülent Ersoys were now on the stage one-on-one with İbrahim Tatlıses.
But that Bergen had only one thing on his mind and that is Halis. One day they met again. The dream of a cinema is repeated after years, the actors will be different. Just as in Bern the cinema was filmed again. Nobody has changed. Man jealous lady stubborn and one-on-one ending. They got divorced
One day, while he was going to another city with his mother, the car behind turned the steering wheel and passed in front of them. It was real. They started arguing. A single gunshot was heard. And Bergen collapsed in blood where he was, took his pain and left this world.
The following words of Bergen, the lady of pain, remained in the memories. Sometimes people love furiously, love to death, the terrible events they experience do not take anything away from their love.
